I was 12 weeks pregnant when I miscarried in May of 2002. The pain never really goes away. Talking about it helps. Also stop to think that there might have been a birth defect that would have harmed the child. That is the way I was told to look at it. There will be other children. Maybe God was just trying to tell you that he wasn't ready for you to have another one yet. If you need to talk e-mail me at ____@____.com will be in my prayers. It took myself 4 years to get pregnant again.