L.L.
Hi B.- boy have you got your hands full with her right now. I'm just a young mom with a 15 year old, so I can't say I have a ton of experiential advice in this area, but remember so clearly my own days of rebelling against my parents...the two of you must find a way to talk to each other. My parents and I never talked- they just punished without discussion and it made me angrier and angrier. She needs to know that you are doing these things because you love her and are concerned-
Cutting is NEVER acceptable!! As a high school teacher for a short time we had a psych come in and talk to us about it and it is a very dangerous cry for attention/help. Psycologically speaking they are able to transer their pain to the cut and if they are cutting to bleed they feel they are releasing inner anger...she needs to find a healthier way to release the anger...
Even though she has seemed so sweet up until this point either A) she has been holding an awful lot in that is just coming out or B) something has happened recently (people she's hanging out with? something with a boy? something at school?) that is setting all of this off...From what I have seen with teenage girls, she is crying out right now for attention, especially with the cutting and absolutely could use some professional intervention (the therapy). I applaud you for setting up the appt. with the therapist. Looking back I wish my parents would have had the know how to do that for me.
It may take a while for her to trust the therapist and there will need to be some boundries and trust established so that she knows not everything she says will be reported to you... that said, I hoope that the therapist integrates some sesssions for the two of you to talk, because I think that is going to be the most important thing. She needs to have a safe place to release her fears/anger and know that she can talk to you without judgement right now.
good luck. my prayers are with you and your daughter. I don't know where you live, but if this particular therapist doesn't work out I can recommend one in the Northbridge area that does have some experience with cutting (it's the woman who came into our school to talk to the teachers about it).