First off why are you apologizing for your child sleeping in your bed? Why do you think that is a mistake? Just because someone gets a college education or writes a book doesn't make them King about how to raise your child. Most of them are over-educated idiots. It seems funny to me that there can be so many differences from one person to the next in every other way but when it comes to raising a kid they are all the same. I work more than full time and always have. I only take contracts that allow me to bring my kids when I want. I used to take my baby to the job interview. Now I don't because they are both in school. But they go with me if they are out of school and in the summer. Most of the offices now have other kids from time to time too. It's not a problem, we even have a room for them to play and sleep. It wasn't easy and there were contracts I did not get because the owner couldn't see it working. I am glad I stood my ground because it worked out anyway. 2 of my older sisters told me I 'couln't do that'. 'It will never work.' 'You can't expect people to accomodate your kids.' Well it worked for me and she still has a job where they treat her badly. She is 61, works in a white collar office, does her job well, and can't have her cell phone on or take personal calls. You get what you settle for. I know I am off topic but this is just one way in which I did not do what I was told to do. That same sister told me to NEVER put your baby in bed with you because you can't get them out. The other sister disagreed and said 'they won't be sleeping with you when they are 16 no matter what' that was all the agreement I needed to do what I felt was good for my baby. My baby wanted me and my husband, not the crib. I wasn't getting any sleep, I was exhausted to the point of delirium and had already left the baby, in the car, in the driveway, one night after coming home from the grocery store, I fell asleep in the chair for about 30 minutes. Thank goodness it was night and the baby was asleep. So I put the baby in the bed with us and started using the crib as a clean clothes pile. Baby was happy, she could nurse anytime during the night (many times I didn't even wake up),I got some sleep ( and quit having panicky dreams by the way), and my husband was calm and not worried about every little sound. (My children both nursed for 2 1/2 years). My second was born 3 1/2 years after the first. She never used the crib. The toddler bed was right next to my bed and the oldest used it starting at 5 years old. She could touch me and I could touch her without getting up. When the oldest was 7 we put a queen bed in our room against the other wall( now we can't touch). The oldest was in it by herself for 3 weeks and the youngest decided to join her. Now my husband and I have our bed and they have theirs. We are still in the same room ( called the sleeping room). They have a play and stuff room. We all have a clothes room. This has worked great for 3 years. This year we will convert to them having a traditional bedroom, at their request.
Yes, we are not usual, or average, and so what. There has only been 1 downside, my kids have not had sleep-overs. That is why they want their own room now. Other than that we have been very pleased with the system. My girls are healthy, outgoing, confident, tops in their class, extremely well behaved, best friends, and they trust me with everything. My 11 year old can read out loud in front of her class better than her teacher. I have a much closer relationship with my daughters than most of their friends have with their mom's. Their friends will ask my opinion or will ask my oldest to ask me. My kids don't have 'phases' and are not mellodramatic, I don't buy into that key-rap. They never used a bottle, pacifier, thumb, babyfood, or formula. They nursed and transitioned into table food. They have no food allergies. They have no unexpected sleep issues. (About 15 members of my family walk and talk in our sleep in varying degrees, so do my girls, no suprise.) They eat all vegetables: brocolli, broussel sprouts, cabbage, yellow squash, zuchinni, okra, onions, mushrooms, olives, celery, they eat it.
I only tell you all of this because if your baby sleeping with you is a problem or causes issues then I don't know what those issues are. I don't see it. My kids have no problems or issues from sleeping with me. Only positives. They were comforted. I was releived. My husband was calm. It felt safe to all invloved. I still get a hug and 'I Love You' several times a day from both girls. The junior high principle said in the orientation meeting that the kids really don't want mom or dad on campus walking them to class the first day or coming for lunch because they are older and mom and dad are imbarrassing around their friends. My oldest looked at me and said 'that's just sad, what kind of parents do they have'. I walked her to class the first day of 6th grade and I got 14 hugs from her classmates coming to me to say hi. So personally I don't think the 'professional educator' knows what she is talking about either. Many of those kids are begging for a parent to be close and involved so they can have security and comfort. I am not suggesting being overbearing or hovering. I am talking about playing the role of parent, being a brick wall to lean on, a confidant, a guidance, a boundary maker, and 2 arms to fall into. I think all of this is somewhat connected to my girls sleeping with me. My husband snores alot. My youngest wasn't feeling good one morning last spring and I asked her is dad kept her up with the snoring. She replied no, that she liked to hear dad snore, she knew he was right there. That pretty much answers it for me and I hope helps you in some way. I have had many detractors. You shouldn't let them sleep with you, Why have them nurse so long, You are the pacifier, They're not going to be independant, You get no private time, If you nurse you can't leave them with a babysitter, You'll spoil that baby. Well, whatever. So far my kids are doing better than most. I still don't do babysitters. My children can behave in any situation. They have been attending the symphony since the youngest was almost 3. Jones Hall usually does not let children in under the age of 6. I got special permission and was approved when the hall master met them. They can eat in any resturant. My girls even functioned last year at my husbands companies banquet as greeters and formal table escorts dressed in gowns.
There again I only say all of this because I don't see the downside of being there for your child. I didn't let my babies cry it out. I think that is ridiculous. When a baby cries it needs something. You have to figure out what. Maybe its just comfort. If the baby wants to be held all the time then too bad for you. The baby has to feel security and confidence first. It has to trust you to be there. Then the baby won't have any trouble sitting beside you on the couch or watching you work from a bouncy chair or whatever. Different people have different levels of need about different things, so do babies. If the babies stomach aches a little or has a headache you may not be able to tell. Maybe you holding it takes just enough edge of the total stress that the baby doesn't cry, but left alone the baby can only think about the pain. This may look like spoiled but I don't think so. I have seen spoiled in babies and it looks like spoiled in a teenager, same appearance. But crying to be picked up is not necessarily spoiled.
Sorry so long, I am passionate about this issue. I took lots of criticism early on and it was difficult at times to do what I knew in my heart was good for my baby. When my way worked out just fine I would hear comments like, 'your lucky'. Only after several years did my mom choose to chime in the topic and said that all of us slept with her. She didn't say anything because my older sisters had already shot all of her child rearing ideas down with 'Dr.Spock' rules. The 60's and 70's were not friendly times for some parents. Well I think he is an idiot and he does not make the rules for my family. Nor does anyone else whom has not carried and delivered a child. I don't listen to people that have only book knowledge or people that have bratty, socially unexceptable kids.
Again sorry so long,
Good luck,
Pray about guidance alot,
Laugh and play with your family,
Darlaaa