Photo by: Shoshona Snow

Wait Just a Minute

by Pamela Gwyn Kripke
Photo by: Shoshona Snow

The kitchen clock stopped working. This is not astounding, I realize, but there is meaning in its demise, a message. No, not about time hanging mid-tick, or passing, underutilized, nothing prosaic like that, let alone guilt-provoking. Nothing about my buying it twenty-three years ago for my first Manhattan apartment, so modern, slick, or toting it to five different cities and ten different kitchens, without kids and with, with mates and without. None of that. Today, the clock, though stuck, still serves.

Before I knew this, though, I took it down from the wall, feeling the way you do when something gives out. I attempted to resuscitate it, trying assorted batteries, tapping its sides, flipping it like a dime, sun from the window catching its silver face. But the hands remained still. That is it, I thought. I put my clock on the counter. Done. We did not need a functional object not to function, not to tell my daughters and me what the time is, really, the time that other people know and rely upon, then, that minute. We would replace it with something new and effective.

But then, I looked at the wall, yellow, naked, except for the nail. It would have been easy to wiggle it out, just a firm grip at its base. I grabbed it with my thumb and forefinger, then let go, sitting down at the table underneath. I cook every night, a complete meal from scratch, no matter how busy, how much homework, how late practice runs. And we sit at the table and have dinner, give the report, tell the joke, relay the story. Was there an allele question on the test? Mommy, any news about the book? You wouldn’t believe what Mr. Matthews did today.

It is hard not to check the hour, with so much left to finish before the day ends. I wish the time at the table could be longer. It is an important time. It struck me, at the table in front of the wall, that we could put the ticking on hold, laugh at it, dare it not to press on. I picked up my twenty-three year old clock, bold and shiny, and threaded the nail right back into its hook. Eight-seventeen, the hands read, at two p.m. Audacious, it was. Wild.

With fresh purpose, and a certain spunk, it now protests the minutes that are too quick, the seconds that are too full, stealing for us a wonderful and reliable pause.

Pamela Gwyn Kripke has written for many newspapers and magazines, including The New York Times, The Chicago Tribune, The Dallas Morning News, Elle, Redbook, Southern Accents and D Magazine, where she is a Contributing Editor. She is the mother of two daughters, ages 12 and 14.

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4 Comments

Grade. The clock works.

I liked the story. 12 and 14 years old hmmm, now theres a wealth of possible story beginnings. Do you see them as your muse?

thanks for the great message. kudos 2u for having a real sit-down dinner with your kids each night. wish we all did. ever want to just pick up and move to europe, where the pace is slower? i've always hated clocks.

I have a clock on my kitchen wall that hasn't worked in at least 25 years. It's shaped like a coffee pot. :) It belonged to my mother, was in HER kitchen ... was the clock I looked at when I would come in late at night wondering if I was past my curfew. It means the world to me ... doesn't have to tick ... just hangs there on my wall reminding me of my mother. I am now a grandmother with grandchildren almost old enough for a curfew. I'm a little sad for them .....

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