Dear C.,
Well, for one thing, babies come first.
So have a talk with your rentor and explain that you are having to help your child learn to sleep through the night without having to have a bottle. O.K.?
Tell her that I said so. Someone had to listen to her cry at night somewhere down the line of her life.
Just keep on giving less and less of the first bottle until there is no more. Then tell him there is no more for tonight. He is getting to the 'danger' period of being a smarty 2 year old. So you'd better lower the boom starting right now. Or your life will get pretty miserable and you will have a hard headed, my way or no way beautiful baby. This is where they learn that life has rules and that they are not the King. They are the ones who follow rules and Mom and Dad make the rules.
So talk to him, over and over and over, being calm and firm and friendly. Just explain, and love him and put him back in bed, that is why they put high sides on cribs, you know. Remember there is no such thing as a child, or anyone else, that learns something the first 15 times they are told.
He may not cry long, but he will cry and you will suffer and so will the rentor, or you could be like I had to do when I was in charge of a day care center for babies, yes babies. There was one beautiful baby, Maria, who was a total cry baby. We put her crib just outside my office so that I could keep a close eye on her and let the other teachers take care of the other babies. She cried, oh how she did cry. But it was necessary, and we all together supported her need to cry and loved her and took care of her and finally she didn't cry....so much. She was a hard case, now I don't suppose that you son will be. He is a good boy and loved unconditionally and is smart and beautiful, so he will get the message....sooner or later.
Have a good night's sleep without feeling guilty, and you all will be happier and live long and secure lives.
Amen, C. N.