Well, I haven't had a vbac yet but i have been researching it extensivly. I had a breech baby too! anyway, the risk of ruprure is minimal (about 0.3%to 0.8% and even seen it as low as 0.12%) you have a greater chance of having other complications that any normal labor would have that would require an emergency cesarean. I know it would be scary to not have anyone with you in the event that this would happen but you would be under general anesthesia anyway. I strongly urge you to try the vbac and research what you can do to help it be more successful. Visit ICAN's website. The vbac is safer for you and the baby and if you are considering any future pregnacies you should know that the more c-sections you have the more risks there are even to the pregnancy itself. There is a study that came out that concluded that c sections put future pregnancies at risk (miscarage, placental issues, and stillbirth) and the more c sections the more risk of these things happening as well as complications during the subsequent surgeries. as far as the pain goes, you should read about the dangers of epidurals. they can slow labor, slow baby's heartrate, they do get to the baby. Pain has a reason, its protective, by moving around to help ease the pain you are bringing the baby down and into an optimal position for birth it also released endorphins which stimulate prolactic(a breastfeeding hormone) try to find out about different methods of dealing with pain, Bradley method is good. i have also heard a lot of good things about hypnobirthing a doula would also be very helpful. Studies show that doula's decrease the likely hood that you will need a cesaran and can help with the pain. Good luck. Do your homework, that will help you make informed decisions about the birth, whatever you choose. I suggest reading "the thinking womans guide to childbirth"