My last 2 pregnancies were like this. The first one I had spotting,thought it was the start of a cycle, then it stopped. eventually took a test that came out positive. continued spotting. dr. called for an ultrasound. saw the heartbeat, but the dates didn't add up. so they told me up front that it was probably not viable. it didn't stop me from hoping. it didn't hurt any less when it turned out they were right at 11w.
My last pregnancy was 4m after my miscarriage. It started out where I was a week late so on a whim I took a test. Positive result. Started spotting again. Went to the dr. scared. they did an ultrasound. saw the heartbeat and the date DID match up. The kept monitoring me every 2 weeks until after the first trimester. I did have some more spotting, but was able to deliver a healthy, spunky baby girl.
While I hate that I had a miscarraige, and think often about that child, that pregnancy however brief taught me that I did want another child. If that pregnancy had stayed, I wouldn't have my little girl. I would've had a baby, but she wouldn't have been quite the same. That's what I cling to.
Wishing you the best. Hugs.