Hi S.. I just had to respond to your post, because I know how you feel! It also took us 3 years to get pregnant with my frist child, and now he is nearly 3 years old. I wanted my baby so badly, but I suffered from Post-partum depression after I had him. It was very scary, and I understand what you're saying about your mood swings.
I represent a European Health and Wellness company called Arbonne International. We actually carry a natural Progesterone Cream. This product has absolutely dramatically changed my periods. I have never, ever had normal periods until now. And, my husband (lovingly, I'm sure) used to call me Mood-Swing M. during that time of month! Anyway, I just wanted to share with you what has helped me.
Here's some information about this product for you:
Arbonne's Prolief Natural Balancing Cream
A botanically-based cream for men and women who want the benefits of a balancing cream without the added herbs, and one that’s packaged in a precisely-metered pump.
Key Ingredients: Sweet almond and sunflower oils, aloe, USP progesterone
Skin Types: All
If you're interested, please let me know. Or, you can check it out online at www.mandyolsen.myarbonne.com or www.arbonne.com. Good luck!
M. O. - Executive Area Manager and Independent Consultant, Arbonne International