Please keep in mind... I am not preaching to you… this is the same thing I often tell myself :-)
You just have to trust that God’s plan is the perfect plan! It isn’t always easy to live with or understand but it is what we were meant to do. Isn’t is awesome that he prepared you by paying off bills so that you are not in a financial mess right now?
Be thankful that you have a husband that supports and loves you, children that are healthy and a nice home to go to every night. E-mail if you want to... I also wish I was home and not at work right now!