Kudos to you for reaching out for help!!! When I was home with my 1st, I got real lonely and depressed. My best advice is to seek out a MOPS group in Kentwood. I'm not sure which church has one on that end of town, but you can search for group locations on the website. www.mops.org I think. My MOPS group (Jenison) saved my sanity!! My best friends came from that group. Being a first time mom is tough, and you need to know when and how to reach out when you are at the end of your rope. See, no baby yet and already, you're a pro!! If you want more info, please feel free to let me know. Hugs and Blessings to you!!